魏蔓

清境 宋紀妍 護士 就醬 親親 

BE MYSELF
later in the evening, there will be a parent meeting session.*sigh* all i can do is hoping for the best. every year i hated this session. i hate my parent to meet my teachers, cause i will never have a good ending. T.T this year my attitude worst. more slacking. don't even feel to study but is also the first time in my life studying so much. do parents see your good? no, not at all. they often say you bads instead of your goods. they control you and restrict you. *sigh* i know myself. i also know i must study but don't expect me spending hours to study. for me, i cannot memorise things. what's the use of studying when i cannot remember the things i've revised till the day of exams? i can only remember things for a short period of time. *sigh* i also wish i have good memory.
thinking of parent meeting session makes my heartbeat beat faster. we'll never know what the teacher will say about you. in the end, when reach home or even before reaching home, right after meeting teacher, parents would give their piece of mind. *sigh* endless nags. i just have to take it as they never say anything, one ear in and another ear out. keke. but no choice. i'm already 15 going 16. i can't possibly be everytime under control by my parents. i want everything to have my own freedom of choice. i want to be myself! i'm who i am, no one can change me. love or hate; friends or enemies? suit me. that's my own freedom. i know my limits.
in conclusion for the evening, all i can do is hoping for the best. *sigh sigh sigh*